<<<< Pleasure >>>>

Do you take pleasure in knowing things others dont?
of the lies you wove to manipulate countless situations to your betterment
...but could never tell anyone?

The day you were born, your twin existed here.
And she, or he, grew up. As you did.

For every foolish thing you write for someone to see, an infamous amount more lay hidden.
They need to be.
Or else someone might truly understand what it is you are.

When you visit the City on the Hill
IF you can find it in the mist
assuming you can find your way past the gates

The first person you shall meet there, waiting for you just beyond.
Is her.
Or him.

And she
or he
Will have always known everything. Every insecurity you hid,
every angry thought you had, yet covered up with a strong gut and a tight lip.
every perverted idea you had about fucking any number of strangers, or friends, or enemies
if you like it hot.
Every fear you ignored.
every lie you told
and especially every thing you ever wanted to say to destroy someone you hate or love or lust....

but didnt.

They will have known it all from the beginning. And you will /break/ when you meet her.
or him.
because few things are worse than being seen for what you truly are


human.

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